Just Because I Want To Make You Happy.

You are awesome. 
And Jesus Loves you. 
Seriously.. 
Like. 
A lot. 
:) 
I pray your day is overwhelmed by His Love. 

Peace&Love to you, dear ones. 

It's Not Lost On Me.

Isn't it Ironic.. 
That you go back to the thing that causes you pain. 

Isn't it Ironic..
That the very thing you claim to hate, you say you love in the next breathe. 

Isn't it Ironic.. 
That you are are running in your vicious cycle, going back to the same mess each time. 
Like a dog goes back to its vomit. 

Isn't it Ironic.. 
That you beg for help, yet when it comes, you turn your back and walk away. 

Isn't it Ironic.. 
That when the very thing you want is given to you, you refuse it, as if you've not pleaded for it all along. 

Isn't it Ironic..
That the Love you are so desperately searching for has been desperately asking for your heart. The entire time. 

Isn't it Ironic.. 
That you are hurting the one person that hasn't given up on you. 

Isn't it all just so Ironic. 

Peace&Love

All Your Secrets Spilled

I didn't get the sympathy gene.
Maybe the compassion one..
But when you tell me the trouble you've gotten yourself into
thats the exact road i go down
You've gotten yourself here.

Yet for some reason,
tonight,
i'm feeling weirder.
Yes, this is where you've gotten yourself.

"You've made your bed, now lie in it."
"You've dug your pit, now find a way out."
"HA HA! Told you so!"
All come to mind.
They all have passed.

I sit here.
Heartbreaking.
Because with this would be called mistake
A baby makes three.

Maybe, if it was just a "Normal" baby It would be different.
Yet, this baby is far from normal.

Baby, You are a gift.
No way around it.
I am praying for your mommy.
That her body will hold onto you.
No matter what the doctors tell her is happening.
You are a gift.
And i want to see you. I will see you.

No matter how she feels about you.
No matter how many nights she's been crying herself to sleep.
No matter how unplanned, unwanted, and unloved it may seem that you are..
You are so loved, so wanted, and so planned by the Ultimate Planner.

Baby, Jesus knows what He's got up His sleeve.
He knows what he planned when he placed his finger on your tiny chest
& made your heart beat.
He knew exactly what you would look like
from the moment that his two hands held you, and sculpted that little face of yours.

No matter how much your mommy doesn't understand how important you are.
No matter how upset she is.
No matter how much confusion your little life is causing
You have worth. You have worth little one, and you haven't even breathed your first breathe.

I love you.
I will get to know you..
Though i might not have gotten the sympathy gene,
My heart is breaking for you.

Look at that, 3 months in, and you're already breaking hearts..
I bet you're gonna be a player, huh? :)


Peace&Love

p.s. I hope you think i'm funny...