Fireworks

Every 4th of July.

This happens.

It's not a big deal holiday or anything..

It's just i expect, i guess.

I expect to have some great day.

I know that people are having parties.

People somewhere are kissing under the blaring lights.

Friends are getting together to cook out.

I know that & put it off in my mind.

Cause its not that big of a deal..

It's just another holiday.

I can always hear fireworks outside my window

It's a reminder that somebody

somewhere

is having a good time.

I choose where i am in a way.

I'm not trying to play the martyr.

It's just that

every 4th of July

this just happens.